I hesitate to show this to ya’ll, but I feel that this was the intention when I wrote it.  So I present it with some clarifications:  I wrote this on my BlackBerry sometime after 5 a.m. this morning.  When I was supposed to be asleep.  And since I have no recollection of typing it, I may actually have been asleep.  What I do know is that I was drugged out of mind with both OTC and prescription meds. Everything that could possibly have helped any of my ailments, from Advil to Zyrtec, was consumed.

So here you go - me… unaltered.

And now I’m going back to sleep.
(Read on …)

While waiting, I have -

- bought a car.
- started packing.
- debated with myself the best way to get rid of the shit I don’t want to store. (ebay/craigslist or an old fashioned garage sale)
- become incredibly disappointed that I won’t just be able to post pics on my blog of all the stuff I want to sell like last time.
- and with a glimmer of hope, I have started planning out a Fall Tourney season that is based on me not living in Hell.

And my wait might be coming to an end.  Today at 2 pm EST, I have a conference call with Corporate.  No one will tell me what it is regarding. I can only hope that it is them telling me to get the fuck out.

Scratch all that.  Conference call was a big circle jerk filled with people patting everyone on the back for how great they are handling all this.  Oh and lies. Lots of lying.  So I’m still waiting.  Maybe I could start my own Ebay business…